Don`t look so frightened,
Its just a passing phase,
And one of my bad days.

--One of my Turns, Pink Floyd.

“ Papa ” I said in a state of wakefulness and sleep.
And I realized that I called him after more than a 6 year pause.
The moment I heard it, my eyes flashed me a Scene.
I saw him coming out of the elevator, standing in front of the safety door,waiting for someone to open the door and let him in.
And as I can see it, he gave me a long yearning smile.
Smile that said “ Hi, Home again. ”

Like a dream it was indeed.
I closed my eyes, returned that Smile and slumbered.

Reaction Song -

“ Oh dear dad, can you see me now?
I am myself like you somehow.
I wait out in the dark ,
For you to speak to me.
And I have open up.
Release me !!! ”

----- by Pearl JAM.

Changed words.The things that defines me now.
Defined . By the people, for the people and to the people.
Now that sounds democracy to me. Ahaa. !!!
“gunda” - a crook
“grasshopper” - an insect that lives only on grass.
“paagal” - a crazy
“shaitaan” - a devil
“alag” - dissimilar
“cartoon”

The same story 10 years back when I was a small child carrying school bag and water bottle around my neck.
“sweeet”
“shy”
“cute”
“bhola” – naïve

Now what has really changed around me and in me?. Possibly I am the same and the face of expressing democracy has changed . People`s outlook towards me has changed.
But if I have really changed, then it was 10 years of hard long road that I have walked to be the person who I am right now.
Could be .May be. Can be. Possibly…..Dunno

Quotes unto their faces.

“ Kya kare?..iss zaalim duniya ne badalne pe majboor kar diya hume .”
“ Haan haan Mi lord …Hu main Mujrim hu main!!”
“ Gunah hai yeh…paap hai yeh…paap ka baap hai yeh.”
“ Gaowalloh , Suicide!! Suicide !!…….yeh Susaat ka hot hai bhaai? ”